Choose

most or everyone says i made the right choice.

so i guess i did :D

i hope i did.

but no regrets.

i made up my mind, it was too much to bear already.

不想再伟大了。

:D

放手了。


I’ve let go.

Absolve.

I am glad i mean little or nothing to you. Because in this way, it felt like nothing when i said it.

No hard feelings,

no sadness,

no anger,

no disappointment,

no regret,

nothing at all.

I’m glad.

You’re not hurt, or anything in any way.

Because from the start, there hasn’t been any feelings.

So, …  there won’t be any,  when it ends.

Discharged.

yep. i am discharged. :)

haha happy :D

was discharged actually on last wed.

i was so happy to leave the hospital man…

tired of lying in the hospital. ><

super tiring.

trying to chiong my homework now man…

owe like super alot of work.

damn shit.

really want to be home-schooled.

argh forget it man. pissed. cant be bothered to blog anymore

was argue-ing with my mum while typing this.

Hospital.

hospital. yes.

i am HOSPITALISED.

:(

i’ve been in hospital for 4 days now.

it started on saturday …

doctor says if it goes well, i would be discharged by tomorrow.

hopefully.

otherwise it is another day or two :{

i’ve been on drip for two days.

and the needle is still in my hand. Ouch.

but i just want to thank all those who send regards to me.

those who wanted to come visit me, had the thought to.

TYVM.

and those who visited me. thanks really.

love you guys. :)

in anyway, as long as you guys thought about me.

i thank you. really :D

thanks alot. appreciate it.

:D hope i am gonna be discharge soon.
*cross fingers

H.

I WILL

ALWAYS

BE HERE

AND WILL

NEVER

EVER

LEAVE.

i promise.

bystander.

我忘了 …

我只是

旁观者

根本都

没资格

PAST.

today … i went back to read my older post.

only to realise certain things,

re-felt certain emotions …

re-visited  certain situations

to get a realisation that those weren’t

COINCIDENCE.

it has always been that way,

and that it never did improve

or change a single bit.

(i am lost for words at this point.)

(not exactly lost, rather its too much words.)

Distance.

IT SEEMS

THAT

WE ARE

DRIFTING

APART

i hate this feeling.

YOU.

LOVE ME.

HATE ME.

I STILL WILL.

grey areas are where i always step into.