Don’t you understand?

It’s either you’re living in self denial or you are simply childish holding on to some hope that someday someway, that person will return.

Isn’t it foolish to do something like that?

Only people like you with immature love does things like that.

Stupidity.

happy (:

delighted.

overjoyed.

excited.

hope everything goes well from her.

its anoher begining.

just read one of my friend’s secret blog…

made me remember i used to have one.

and  re-blogged there

feel lighter but not good still.

its still there. a thorn.

hahaha but at least i can say the truth there!

but i am okay now!!!!

gonna go out again tomoro, though mama complains that i go out often.

cos i just went out today. ahahhaha!

but who cares! i go out to do my work k!

guai me.

*pukes*

ahahha kays, gonna zzzzz nao!

nights~

simple but good

drank a little. alright.

gosh tomorrow got school crapo.

rawr off to  do my work now :}

felt better.

but also heavier.

just goes on i guess.

so i guess i did

i hope i did.

but no regrets.

i made up my mind, it was too much to bear already.

不想再伟大了。

No hard feelings,

no sadness,

no anger,

no disappointment,

no regret,

nothing at all.

I’m glad.

You’re not hurt, or anything in any way.

Because from the start, there hasn’t been any feelings.

So, …  there won’t be any,  when it ends.

haha happy

was discharged actually on last wed.

i was so happy to leave the hospital man…

tired of lying in the hospital. ><

super tiring.

trying to chiong my homework now man…

owe like super alot of work.

damn shit.

really want to be home-schooled.

argh forget it man. pissed. cant be bothered to blog anymore

was argue-ing with my mum while typing this.

i am HOSPITALISED.

i’ve been in hospital for 4 days now.

it started on saturday …

doctor says if it goes well, i would be discharged by tomorrow.

hopefully.

otherwise it is another day or two :{

i’ve been on drip for two days.

and the needle is still in my hand. Ouch.

but i just want to thank all those who send regards to me.

those who wanted to come visit me, had the thought to.

TYVM.

and those who visited me. thanks really.

love you guys.

in anyway, as long as you guys thought about me.

i thank you. really

thanks alot. appreciate it.

hope i am gonna be discharge soon.